My Midnight Tears

They say I'm to young
They say I don't understand
They say my problems don't matter
These are my midnight tears

I look at my mother and see how strong she is
Im used to hearing her cry at night
I hear her tears and see them stain the floors
She never tells anybody her problems
I finally understand her midnight tears

Many people look at me and have no idea what im going through
Instead of talking about it, i bottle up everything
1 day, thinking about my life
Staring at my walls and reading my poems...my mind started to wonder
"I am so sick of pushing, and getting pushed into a brick wall"
"My tears are always falling, but there is nobody to wipe them away"

So on this night, I decided to let go and let God!
On this night, I just decided to let it all out.
I sat in my bed and had a conversation with God
I cried to him and asked for help and told him I needed him

I didn't care who heard me, I needed this

I finally let out,
MY MIDNIGHT TEARS