Wednesday, February 16, 2011

What Has Become Of Me Now

What has become of me now?
This is not what I used to be....

I know I'm a good girl. A lot of people say I'm "wifey material".
For some reason, I don't see what they see.
All i see is me

What has become of me now?
This is not what I used to be....

I was always raised to be a strong and independent young woman.
Raised to ask for help when I need it.
It seem like now, when i ask for help i always get the same questions...
"Can i get some ass?" or " Can i get sum pussy?" or the best 1 of all "Are u gone suck my dick?"
When did asking for help become so nasty?

What has become of me now?
This is not what I used to be.....

I'm going through a lot of b.s right now.
I try not 2 show it. But when people ask i sometimes tell them.
The number 1 answer i get is....."Well u sexy, use what you got to get what you need/want"
I refuse to do that. I don't knock the people that do for a living, but I don't have it in me.

I rather be broke and happy, then to have money and regret about how i got it

What has become of me now?
This is not what I used to be....

Some people just see the chest and thighs and only want sex from me.
You may want that, but that don't mean I will give it 2 you.
I'm more than that, and if you canit see that then that's your problem and not mine.

I look for love 1 day just like everyone else.
Its hard because everybody out here has they own personal agenda's.
That's not fair to anybody,including themselves.

What has become of me now?

Is this the person I should be in this point in my life?

I really don't know.....?

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